Future Stars Will Be Dim?

Future Stars Will Be Dim?


I saw the stars gleaming through the sky. Reflected upon the tears of my eyes, it leaked out slowly without pacing itself, making it an unstoppable open-tap. Slowly, mildly, it starts to dry off. Leaving a track of dust in it's wake, it's gone. All gone. The unstoppable marathon of tears now lie unseen. 
Somehow, it seems to leave a pointer behind. Yes, a pointer that points at me, reflecting my past, present and future. 
I thought I realized my mistake, but did I? All I did was to worsen it. Rubbing salt on a wound would be more like it. A wound is a wound. It will heal by itself without doing anything to it. But, applying salt    to it only cause the tissue breakdown, resulting in a bigger wound. Exactly what I did. 
Mere short freedom results to along and distant torture. Blaming on this and that will not work. The root is myself. The thing to do is to remove the root. But how? I hope the method I used is not a wrong one. I don't even know myself anymore. I can't even trust myself. It pains me. 
There is no cure from it. Embrace it. Embrace the storm and hope for a miracle. Be it be a scar etched  
deep down in my heart. May it be the salvation to my years of thirst for a pie-in-the-sky miracle. Let the soul of the mighty phoenix dwell in me. Let the reincarnation commence. From now on, the new one is born. Hopefully.

A Joke , A Killer?

Oh My God ! It is a joke. A JOKE! Don't take it seriously. 

I mean come on, a joke is just a choice of word, meant to brighten up the mood a little. But, why is that everybody thought that a joke is meant for sarcasm. This is the one perspective humans like us can never hope to change. 

We often look at others like they are danger and the only danger. Even if it's the BFF, they will still distance themselves from them. I mean come on already. 


A joke is not a killing machine. It is uncounted for this purpose when it was introduced back then. I mean, joke is out there, out here to brighten our mood. Or, do you want to live a mood-less life out there, huh? Then, why did everybody keep on listening to jokes as if it was meant for sarcasm. HMM..? 


So, this is what I wanted to say. So, speaking out loud, 
SFX " Clearing throat " :
Take jokes like it was meant to be, if you think you misunderstood, ask them for the true meaning, side-meaning or even back-stabbing meaning of it. It's your mouth, just ask it out. For God's sake.